step. one. two.

find a rhythm left left left right left find a destination here there everywhere find a path forward left right above and beyond don’t get lost in translation or get muddled in the crowd don’t get distracted by onlookers or name sayers search for the person the thing the place that creates magic in the…

the missing piece

somewhere out there just beyond reach a void was yet to be filled the vacant lot inside of me never seemed so clear i stood there arms outstretched feet planted fists clenched i was ready to take everything head on i was ready to be shaken and battered i was ready to be faced with…

brown eyes

behind these windows there lies a world of wonder a world of change no one dared to ever breach its walls no one cared to change what appeared on the surface yet somehow someone something changed it all a single change enacted a chain reaction a single change became created a domino effect that transcended…

left, right, up, down

what do you do if the choices in front of you aren’t any of the choices you want? what do you do if the path most taken isn’t the one you want to take? what do you do if the one thing you want the most isn’t yours to have? left right up down tell…

five ways

Quietly, almost too silently With prodding eyes to analyze Every movement, breath, touch How he ruffles his fingers Between the wisps of his soft, brown hair Or how his lips speak volumes No matter how bland the tale, It holds her captive with every escaping word As she tilts her head sighing, “He probably doesn’t…

up, up, and away

one step school is over no more thirty minute lunches and one hundred minute test periods no more proms or chats with favorite teachers ten steps going out everyday reliving memories sitting in the backseat of a car surrounded by familiar faces talking about what’s next tears streaming down cheeks ideas of the future and…

next

i recite what i am about to say over and over again in my head i feel it when paying at the cashier calling a stranger walking through a room filled with staring eyes having to answer a question i don’t know the answer to it’s in introductions and goodbyes it consumes me in what…

the best times

the wind wisps past my face it’s cold almost startling strands of my hair get thrown across my face shadowing over my eyes the horizon is blurred i feel soft not in a texture sort of way like smooth skin or hair or anything of that nature but in an emotional way i’m like a…

close your eyes and dive in

Here’s a playlist for anyone wanting to feel a little bit of everything. Not gonna lie, I listen to more songs like these than I listen to anything else. Listen, you know, if you want to. 1. LANY – ILYSB 2. Billie Eilish – Bored 3. Portugal. The Man – Feel it Still 4. Florence…

decaf

sneak past my lips like a wave of both sweet and bitter travel down my throat and into the dark abyss of my insides run through my veins like you know the way to my heart pulse to the rhythm as if you know the tempo to groove to you’re warm and wholesome you’re everything…

my mind

“what goes on in that head of yours?” I honestly do not know. what goes on in anyone’s head for that matter? I may not be able to describe it eloquently or paint a pretty picture of it for you but here it is… a glimpse into my mind. _____ why is “sherbet” pronounced “shur-burt”…

drown it all

In an effort to take a break from all of the complicated, problematic ideas I’ve been putting forth on this platform the past few weeks… here it is. Yet another link to more music to explore. Hope you enjoy! 🙂 1. Frank Ocean – Chanel 2. Lauv – The Other (stripped version) 3. Niall Horan…