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i recite what i am about to say over and over again in my head i feel it when paying at the cashier calling a stranger walking through a room filled with staring eyes having to answer a question i don’t know the answer to it’s in introductions and goodbyes it consumes me in what…

the best times

the wind wisps past my face it’s cold almost startling strands of my hair get thrown across my face shadowing over my eyes the horizon is blurred i feel soft not in a texture sort of way like smooth skin or hair or anything of that nature but in an emotional way i’m like a…

close your eyes and dive in

Here’s a playlist for anyone wanting to feel a little bit of everything. Not gonna lie, I listen to more songs like these than I listen to anything else. Listen, you know, if you want to. 1. LANY – ILYSB 2. Billie Eilish – Bored 3. Portugal. The Man – Feel it Still 4. Florence…

decaf

sneak past my lips like a wave of both sweet and bitter travel down my throat and into the dark abyss of my insides run through my veins like you know the way to my heart pulse to the rhythm as if you know the tempo to groove to you’re warm and wholesome you’re everything…

my mind

“what goes on in that head of yours?” I honestly do not know. what goes on in anyone’s head for that matter? I may not be able to describe it eloquently or paint a pretty picture of it for you but here it is… a glimpse into my mind. _____ why is “sherbet” pronounced “shur-burt”…

drown it all

In an effort to take a break from all of the complicated, problematic ideas I’ve been putting forth on this platform the past few weeks… here it is. Yet another link to more music to explore. Hope you enjoy! 🙂 1. Frank Ocean – Chanel 2. Lauv – The Other (stripped version) 3. Niall Horan…

contrast

black and white sea and land life and death here and there in a lot of ways i find myself constantly wanting to match match clothes sentence structures gifts ideas choices everything i find myself wanting wishing hoping for something different yet the same something different from the person i am yet the same as…

above the surface

laughing smiling crying in between it all there’s a moment when it’s quiet the irrelevant details blur and if you – stop look into a pair of eyes watch the way each iris flicks from one direction to another for that one moment there’s a peak a summit of absolute blissfulness it’s unexplainable and unparallel…